It has been two years since my last chemo cocktail, that voodoo combination of lethal drugs administered by the nurses while adorning hazmat suits in the cancer ward. I am a survivor!
I am sometimes asked what advice I might have for someone newly diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma or even some other type of cancer?
Maybe see your doctor sooner might be at the top of my list. I had noticed a small lump on my neck while shaving at least six months before I went to my doctor! I kept my eye on it as it grew and became bigger and harder, always thinking that it might go away. By the time I went for my physical it had spread throughout my lymph system, into my spleen and down my spine. An earlier visit and I might have gotten away with six chemo sessions. I had twelve.
There are some things I would do differently. I would go to my dentist before I began treatment and get my teeth cleaned and a dental check up. I developed a blood clot along the way, not all that uncommon, and was given warfarin, made from rat poison (these chemists don't work with fine Scotch!) and because of the potential of bleeding, the dentist didn't want to see me.
I would have gone to the eye doctor to get new reading glasses. There will come a time when you will not have the energy to do much else and a good book can become very important. In fact, I would line up ten or twelve good books and get them in advance, knowing now that I wouldn't even have the energy to look for them.
I would eat! I would splurge on food and wouldn't care whether it was healthy or not. During this chemical process I pretty much quit eating and lost almost sixty pounds! I would find a friend (we all know one!) who has access to marijuana and ask them to roll me a couple joints...just in case!
I began Blogging during this time and that might have saved my life. You never know why you survive and someone else doesn't? The guy who played Sparticus on the television died from Hodgkin's Lymphoma or died from the cure! Stronger people and those with more faith than I have succumb to this cancer. I liked blogging. It was a world without time or direction and I could become reflective or jubilant and my reader's would not care. I met a lot of friends in the blogging world and always looked forward to their encouragement. While I might fall asleep in front of the television, blogging kept me awake and I had stories to tell. And questions to investigate. I did it this way, how did you do it? Surviving cancer is best as a shared experience.
Oh yeah, if I had to do it again I would win the lotto first! I was lucky and had great insurance but cancer is very expensive. Health issues are the number one cause of bankruptcy in the USA.
Anyway, July 31st, two years and here I am! Still after that "perfect tomato" and once again, strong and welding, making my metal art. Who would have known? I post here sporadically now, updates.
My main blog, day to day art and what I am thinking is http://www.jerry-carlin.blogspot.com and, if you are curious, my very first blog was on my ArtWanted site and that will give you a day to day, blow by blow view of the experience I went through.http://www.ArtWanted.com/slate
Mt next check up with the cancer doctor isn't until October.
I am sometimes asked what advice I might have for someone newly diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma or even some other type of cancer?
Maybe see your doctor sooner might be at the top of my list. I had noticed a small lump on my neck while shaving at least six months before I went to my doctor! I kept my eye on it as it grew and became bigger and harder, always thinking that it might go away. By the time I went for my physical it had spread throughout my lymph system, into my spleen and down my spine. An earlier visit and I might have gotten away with six chemo sessions. I had twelve.
There are some things I would do differently. I would go to my dentist before I began treatment and get my teeth cleaned and a dental check up. I developed a blood clot along the way, not all that uncommon, and was given warfarin, made from rat poison (these chemists don't work with fine Scotch!) and because of the potential of bleeding, the dentist didn't want to see me.
I would have gone to the eye doctor to get new reading glasses. There will come a time when you will not have the energy to do much else and a good book can become very important. In fact, I would line up ten or twelve good books and get them in advance, knowing now that I wouldn't even have the energy to look for them.
I would eat! I would splurge on food and wouldn't care whether it was healthy or not. During this chemical process I pretty much quit eating and lost almost sixty pounds! I would find a friend (we all know one!) who has access to marijuana and ask them to roll me a couple joints...just in case!
I began Blogging during this time and that might have saved my life. You never know why you survive and someone else doesn't? The guy who played Sparticus on the television died from Hodgkin's Lymphoma or died from the cure! Stronger people and those with more faith than I have succumb to this cancer. I liked blogging. It was a world without time or direction and I could become reflective or jubilant and my reader's would not care. I met a lot of friends in the blogging world and always looked forward to their encouragement. While I might fall asleep in front of the television, blogging kept me awake and I had stories to tell. And questions to investigate. I did it this way, how did you do it? Surviving cancer is best as a shared experience.
Oh yeah, if I had to do it again I would win the lotto first! I was lucky and had great insurance but cancer is very expensive. Health issues are the number one cause of bankruptcy in the USA.
Anyway, July 31st, two years and here I am! Still after that "perfect tomato" and once again, strong and welding, making my metal art. Who would have known? I post here sporadically now, updates.
My main blog, day to day art and what I am thinking is http://www.jerry-carlin.blogspot.com and, if you are curious, my very first blog was on my ArtWanted site and that will give you a day to day, blow by blow view of the experience I went through.http://www.ArtWanted.com/slate
Mt next check up with the cancer doctor isn't until October.
Love ya Jerry
ReplyDeleteI started blogging nine months after chemo and radiation. My blog was intended to get me to do, what I hadn't done most of my adult life. I wanted to get back to painting and leave my kids-- just in case--a part of me they could hold on to. I drew for them when they were little; and they loved everything I did so much, they wouldn't bring their drawings home from school; theirs weren't as good as mommy's. I gave it up immediately. I wanted my children's art on my refrigerator door like every other mom in the neighborhood. That worked. Then I promised God, I'd go back to the talent he gave me--later. Later was in January, 2010,forty years later.
ReplyDeleteFrom my blog, The-drawing-of-The-Day, I've gained confidence and have become a painter, an artist with some talent. I love the painting. I love the writing. I love that my storage shelves are full of drawings and paintings. I love that I kept my promise of years ago.
I have a year and nine months to go on the third (drug) phase of the cure. I am counting the days till April 17th, 2014. The cloud still and will probably always hang over my head, as it does over yours. But we'll get through this Jerry. My next check up is in September. I'm hoping he'll say I can come back in a year. That's progress.
I'll check out your other blogs. I'd like to see some of the ironwork you've done. Have you considered posting it?
Don't you just love how cancer shook you up and woke you up and made you look around at the beauty that abounds and surrounds us on this earth? That was the biggest benefit. Everyday is marvelous.
I so look forward to hearing and reading your words my dear friend. Tank you for keeping going here it gets harder does it not.?
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